I am still up right now because I am concerned about finding a job. The money will run out soon and I will not know what to do with myself. I really need to break down and do something to pay the bills...anything. It is sad, because Lauren is lying in my bed right now alone. She has brought a good deal of happiness to my life since she came around. The best part is that she has also brought a certain amount of contentment to my life also. It has been a long time since I have felt this easy going about everything. I like Hattiesburg. I would like to stay here. Lauren has a couple years of nursing school to keep her busy. What other time than now would be better for me to establish a AFSS branch down here? I am going to have to talk to my father about it when he and Sean get back from Hawaii.
I am haunted by the idea of working for my parents. There are so many parts of it that would be very good. There are, however, parts that would be a little bad. My mother and I would have to come to terms about how to work with each other. She insists that I will get bored and leave quickly. I understand her concern, but if I was going to convince them to invest that much time, effort and money into this Hattiesburg venture, then I would see it through. At a minimum, my father and I could make it work.
I guess that I had better head off to try and sleep a little before we go to church in a few hours.
